Be patient and smile~ Dear Itsmenoni =)

Assalam..^^~

wink wink  

*this story is more to personal life......3rd way t o release my pressure *

eventhough i'm quite hypotension..haha~

senyum ade makna..~ but seriously ..I'm feeling like I wanna cry..bwaeee..??? ='(

take a deep breath...hold your breath...and smile... ^^~..

hoho...dugaan dugaan...

maybe I have to accept it...but I couldn't..really..I couldn't

i'm trying so hard to not let my tears falling down to my cheeks...

but I couldn't..

may be this is my time..my turn

but I really want to work in THIS working place rite now..

i thought ..and everyone thought i'm now permanently working in this workplace...

but suddenly....

=)     <----  i just respond to this kind of face...

it's kinda hurt you know..

i don't know how to respond infront  of everyone...my working partner.. ='( hoho..

because i know...

sooner or later I have to go back to where I belong...

my first place of work...................

when you're start to learning something and trying to adapting  the environment...

and happily working in that workplace...

hohoho..kinda heartbreaking to hear the news...

and now..plus minus my long break..holiday...

kinda only ....... 10 days left...!!!!!!~

ohhNOOOOOO~.....

YA Allah...~help me..i'm in trouble...

='(((((((((((((((

jika itulah yang terbaik untukku...

* i really don't know how to respond infront of my seniors + workingmates...but infront of KJ's..hohoho..i think she knows how I feel...from my deep expressions*

wassalam...

* very frustrated..elok2 pndai scrub suddenly kene tukar tmpt..how should I react...how should i respond.........what should I dooo~.....

kunyah m&m's  and watch one piece

home Sweet Home ❥

Assalam...

It's been a long time since i got more than 2 days rest....3 and a half day rest is more than enough for me..able to spend my whole day with  my family especially my beloved abah...rindu gillakk...

yupp..eventhough in a week i got at least a HK..relief day~but..x cukup nk blk kg llame...hoho..~felt like staff working in medical ward got more relief day than me, my self working in "not a crowded" place...

 -_-  tt..

and congrates too along...after this..it's my turn ehh ???hahaha~..

*x de la pulak pic engange awk...*

abah & safiyyah

 

Safiyyah~ the always crying baby...

Left : mine
upper right : ai's fish n chips style
lower right : abah granthem street style ^^~

..irfan's befday cupcakes...
theme : bees for kidz with choc mint flavour...
supper dupper yummy

trying to watch the harry potter deathly hallows using the 3D specs BUT +  normal compaq screen..haha...
piraaaahhh la itsmenoni..~

..impossible..

haha..last2 watched the megamind kat tv aje...

hohoho..

i wanna watch the harry potter series.......wuwuwuw~

that's all...this weekend ; tasik mari tasik mari..^^~hehe.... 

                                                                           assalam

Retro . Dinner

Dinner Nursing Department

Assalam...kyaa~

last night  went for annual dinner at Corus Hotel for Nurses Day celebration..went there accompanied by Farah and Fahimah..and me..as their driver...phewww~jam everywhere...KL laa katekan...been in such a hurry...with ngek ngok gps..redha je laa.......

Only several pic took during the event...and I don't know why....*before this I'll snap 100++ pic in each dinner event..hoho*..am I moody...??definitely..nope..but just because too tired back from work..no rest..

yoo...tonite the internet line is a little bit lemb...so i just cropped the pic out of the software...hoho.

Theme : retro 50-60an

Dinner theme : chinese cuisine..

I am not a picky person on eating..but...I don't feel  full after eating all of the dinner course...

so.farah n me decided to stop at tutti frutti nearby...while finishing the yogurt..we have a little chit chat..

talking about works, study, friends, marriage, family

how time fly soo fast =)

classmates are now busy with their next step of life : marriage..

congrates to KakLin, Yana, KakYan,Hajar,Wa 

^^~

that's all for tonite

~assalam~

P/s: and to my only sister too...wishing an endless happiness for both of you..bro-in-law + along..^^~

Just wanna say....~

..Assalam..

been working for almost 9 months...unbelievable..3 months way to go..15  August for my 1st working anniversary.. arghhhh..old enough to be call as makcik and kakak SN..hmmphh..eventhough I'm the youngest in Ot....-_-..hmm..


Ealry in the morning after Subuh prayer....woke up ..open the laptop..solat..fb'eing'..and thinking what should I do..today..tomorrow..for the next 48 hours after that..next week..next month..next year....??hoho~

What should I dooo..????

Is't okay for me to do the same routine everyday without being BORING...???I'm just wishing for something different each day...huhu~*belum setahun pun kerje*

To do list + ROUTINE : Cooking the same dishes..

Eating the same food..

Drinking the same water

Sleeping at the same time

Watching the same movies

Working at the same place and time

perghhhh...~

My truly routine..!!~..

Everyday thinking of...what should I cook for today ???

What kinda of song should I listen today???

What kind of movie should I watch today???

What should I response while listening to my friends "ward story" today??? 

What time should I get up from my bed todayy??

Just wanna say :

 lucky to be a student...

bcause you don't have enough time to think all of these...

your responsibility was on your study

and you don't have enough time to care of  this little things...~

daebak~you get the chance while there's still many people waiting to further their study ..huhu

*pity me*

you don't have to wait for seniority and priority..

just be happy with your student life..

because one day you'll be missing them

don't be hesitate..

just continue to the finishing line

♖ you can do it ♜ 

^^~

Things that I won't easily forget from my U life :

Preparing for the exam + Viva + Osce 

Curik2 watching Explore human body while studying..

Eating the same things and I don't care off all that stuff..

Free time..swimming..jogging..and window shopping!!~^^

took out the result with bright smile..

*especially during 4th,5th & the last sem.*

ACtually..I'd already gave up when the lecturers scolding me for an unexplained reasons..jelous kott..mwahaha~..but I just have to find my strength..~..and my strength during that time is just because of..I wanna further my study!!!

peace to be on you

jarhaebwa..good luck..

p/s: sometimes you need a pressure to achieved the best that you could!!!!

yeahh

Part time photographer =D

.: Assalam :.

Today I went to Rawang for engagement ceremony.. attend as a part time photographer and as a guest.. These are some pics produced by the Lumix FZ100 plus with some editing effect by Itsmenoni's..

 Anyway...congrates dear OT click + classmate + my friend ~ kak Barie...u'r soo beautiful today!!!! =D

OT O&G

Assalam...

^^

I know..it's already 2am in the morning...

but just finished watching tangeld + cut scene from wall E and despicable me

Love cartoon movies sooo muchhh!!!!!~ =D

ahaa..about the title above...

now.. I'm declaring myself...I'm the next permanent OT O&G staff..glad to heard the announcement..

yet..still nervous on how to prepare my self for scrubbing...

Recently I'd scrub several cases...(not really scrubbing..just tagging only..muahaha)..

ERPOC ..also known as D&C for miscarriage..Myomectomy..Diagnostic Laparascopy..LSCS + BTL and D&C + BTL...

gonna be expert in D&C scrubbing soon..insyaAllah...

and also...first time handling the D&C case...nearly faint during the procedure...I'd became hypoglycemic + hypotension suddenly...bwaeee...??

hoho..maybe because of the light is tooooo bright + lots of blood...

Hopefully it's not gonna continued in other cases...

Happy!!!!㋡☺☻㋡☻☺㋡ 

 yeaa...that's my first impression after scrubbing...because I already know...OT is the perfect place for me rather than anywhere else...hahaha~

Nite nite sleep tight..

that's all for tonite ^^~

assalam

Sentuhanmu...ooo I miss him..like I always do!!!~ ;c

Assalam..

This weekend...balik kg...and as I always do..salam umi without my abah...and along...

hohoho~..miss everyonee...

Just wanna say miss my family...miss abah the mostt...abah comeback home..I miss youu...really miss you abah...~ and along...it's been 2 month since I saw you..talking to you face to face....and last time I saw abah...it's been nearly 9 month agooo......and kissing you on your cheek..it's 9 month agoo...huhu~ when I'm lonely....i always thinking  of you abah...~

and now I'm saving my 23 days of my cuti taun for our vacation...hopefully you'll be able to get home safely this year....I wanna spend each day with you- abah and umi and along and achik and ayeesh and ai and ifan.....~

and thanks for everything abah....you're my Hero..you're my superman...miss you abah like I always do... ㅠㅠ~

..InsyaAllah..I will always pray for your healthiness dear abah..

because I really miss you...

This song..is for you dear abah ❤ 

Terpanar aku pada sentuhan keramatmu

Mengheret aku mentafsir memori silammu

Dulu ku ragu apa terbungkam dibenakmu

Kini ku tahu apa yang terbuku di hatimu

Surut dedarku pada usapan manteramu

Tunduk ungkalku pada ketegasan dirimu

Terpasak semangat pada keyakinan tekadmu

Keakuranku pada tunjuk dan titah arahanmu

Oh ayah..

Tak pernah ku tanya

Kemana tumpahnya keringatmu

Oh ayah..

Tak pernah ku hitung

Berapa banyak kerutan di dahimu

Yang ku pinta hanyalah kemahuan hatiku

Yang sedaya ayah laksanakan

Kau pendorong bukanlah pendesak

apalagi memaksa diriku

Aku terlorong bukan terdesak

apalagi rasa terdera.

Lestari kasihmu tanpa batasan

Sempadan waktu yang memisahkan

Abadi hingga ke hujung usia akhiran masa

Sentuhanmu amat bermakna

Tak terkuis dugaan menduga

Apalagi takdir yang menerpa

Aku mengharap bukan menolak

Apalagi cuba melupa

Lestari kasihmu tanpa batasan

Sempadan waktu yang memisahkan

Abadi hingga ke hujung usia akhiran masa

Sentuhanmu amat bermakna

P/s : Along..do you miss our abah like I always do????

2 July 2011..- 11 april 2012.... 9 month and 9 days..

Abaaahhhhhhh........~ see you againn...we gonna miss you a lotttt....