Miss him already ... :'(

Assalam..

Ohyeahh...crying badly last night and the middle of writing....

I know...it's just I can't pretend that I'm happy because I'm getting superb prize tomorrow...but inside...who knows rite...only whose in my shoes probably knew...

The feeling is not the same when your relatives is already on their way to heaven...

Nor...just not the same when your relatives are away for oustation for couple of weeks and months...

and no the same when your relatives away for vacation and etc....

It's just a feeling that I, me myself can't explain...because I always can chat or calling by video via Skype...but then..it's just not the same felling as we talk face by face..really !!...it's a little bit awkward in video then...

For my case...hmm...Today..I'm gonna wait for another 1 year and 4 months..again..too see my abah waving again at us..and we're welcoming him... ^^..waiting for that day..insyaAllah..

And yes...for that long period...anything can happen rite...and I must redha with all fate........

Hahaha...my family knoe that my Abah pon..he don't want to go back to Jeddah.....

he just bought his things on the last night before the day of his flight...and just packed them early in the morning...bfore his flight...hehe..and that busy morning too..he just realized that his flight ticket was nowhere..!!!gone!!...hehe..but after he found the ticket..(before he check the ticket time of depart)...he wishes that the date printed on the ticket was on 3rd or 4th July...=) ...oh my Abah...

He really don't wanna go back to his hostel...haha..umi says like that......kaka..it's just like my other siblings too.... ^^

Okeh..last but not least...these few pictures will tell you everything... 

This picture won't tell you that I'm the 2nd daughter, rite...hehe..so the 3 guys was actually my little bro ....^^

My brothers just snap this pic without knowing that is my dad plane...^^

You won't realize this garden when you already down there!!!..haha

I'm happy outside...just outside with the smile..

Inside.....hmhphmm....

Bye abah...see you again next time..^^

Spying abah from the windows above him.. ^^

and umi phoned abah...^^ hehe

abah says ....sane..sane...ooo I get it...he won't go to the satellite..

We saw uri abah....^^..umi kept on contacting him...hehe..and he waving to us...

Abah was seated right below the Y alphabet...

See..he is my Abah...haha...

Using his phone torchlight...and we're using our lumix flashlight....kakkaaka...^^

Abah took our pictures....but I know...actually the windows was tinted ....

Ready to take off...

Bye abah..miss u so much already...

I see his plane...can't you..??

My lunch and dinner...

Not in good mood after that....ZzzZ hmhphmhm..

Hehe that's all...still not in good mood..after all..i miss abah sooooooooo much...

Kami pun.... :'(

Huhhuhu..

That's all...

Wsalam...

*sorry for the misspellings and etc...